i can't even describe how i feel. i feel i am the only one who wants this to change. One minute i'm fine, the next anxious, confused and depressed. I don't know what to do with my life because i hate the way i'm living.

It's literally like were in a sims game and whatever they tell us to do we do. Like someone sitting on a computer making us work, eat, shower, and sleep. Makes rules on how to live our lives. This isn't a protector or big brother. were being controlled by a puppet master. Whatever he says goes.

Can't speak my mind

i wish someone could understand where i'm coming from. But everyone is under a spell and wouldn't take the time to listen. It's like its illegal to speak our mind

What is life outside without control?

I'm afraid of walking outside if i have to go to the store or get something for myself. Someone could tell me no and i would have to listen because that's the control they had over us.

What is life?

We are under constant surveillance. There is always someone watching over us. Why can't we just live our lives without having to worry about what someone sees.

Will it ever change?

The more and more i think about it, i become more apprehensive about hell whole i am living in. will things ever change? will society get better? When will we be living for us.

Will it ever change?

I sit and i wonder what the world will be like in 10 years. Will we be dead or alive? i write my thoughts down scared that the ones looking over me will find out. NO one can know what i'm thinking. My temperature rises as i continue to live here today.